Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in tennisbear06's LiveJournal:

Friday, July 29th, 2005
8:54 pm	All the success in the world means nothing if you have no one to share it with. There's no story to tell if you have no audience to tell it to. Does that mean that independency has no value if in the end some form of dependency is not recognized? If being alone is a state of mind then what stops everything else from ultimately meaning that aswell. Emotions are a plague and a treasure. Therefore,... suicide:when the plague became too overwhelming before the treasure could be discovered. Love is a virus. It inhibits the defenses designed to keep us alive (instincts, reason). It just keeps consuming one person after another. And yet it has this power over us that keeps us coming back until we're destroyed, until the treasure isn't visible anymore and the plague takes full control......... Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Suger, We're going down-fall out boy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, June 13th, 2005
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Thursday, June 9th, 2005
8:42 pm	and why? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
7:09 pm	hmmmmmm......... If you were stranded on a island forever and you could choose one person to spend the whole time with, who would you choose? Current Mood: curious Current Music: "swing-swing" by the all american rejects (Comment on this)
Friday, April 29th, 2005
6:35 pm	ahh, a day to remember well, where do I begin; I woke up at approx. 3:30, I felt like shit, the only word out of my mouth for the first 2 hours was fuck, or maybe fuckity-fuck. Homework was oh so fun, HPC that I should've finished already, italian that was so fucking annoying, who gives homework in a regular level class, 2nd year,that's roughly 5 pages long everyday for two weeks. also, I had to owrk on my health project that I did so poorly on, I totally let down my group. so, I keep working and forgot that I had an NHS meeting at 6:45, I remembered about 6:25, so I couldn't get very ready, I showed up all tired, then after the meeting I went to 1st hour. Wasn't that beautiful, I took a test that I only got half way through, and it was worth 100 pts. and she won't let us finish, stupid Mrs.Patrick, God, it's horrible, if she acctually taught once in a while. In 2nd hour I had to to La Bella e La Bestia which I had a horrible time in translating, and I still had some of the home work to do, which was due that hour. In 3rd hour, Mrs.Rose neglected all the corrections on my essay and didn't change my grade. In 4th hour, i was so tired and so hungary that I could barely form an embechure, therefore I played like crap. At luch, I got a gyro sandwich for lunch which left much to be desired. In health, I had to present my project to the class and I did a horrible job, I really brought my group down. Then in 6th hour, all we did was work on this stupid packet that I didn't really understand. After school, I forgot to go to Kildea's to collect bottles, and I took care of other buisness, this of course made me late to my match after school. Once I got their I was so late they were about to do the line up, so I couldn't stretch. I played like shit, I was ired, I couldn't serve, it was horrible. I got flattened. Then people were all on my case, my Mom was just making me madder, I'm too tired to go play tennis at Wimbledon now, and because I'm writing this, I'm gonna be late to Oscar night, wonderful. The absolutely only redeaming value of the day was the hug I got from Sarah Rever after school. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: chipper (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 25th, 2005
8:52 pm	Ahh....Life Fuckity fuck fuck fuck, shit fuck damn fuck fuck fuck fuck damn, slut whore, shit fuck fuck fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck Current Mood: giggly (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
9:03 am	I love tennis and Bailey This is a sad time, there hasn't been any real tennis on since the US open, I have to wait for the masters cup in November, which ends the year, then I have to wait until January and the Australian open. Stupid non-winter playing sisys. Plus, Bailey left today for Florida. She is going to be gone for 8 days. I'm going to be sad. I finally got to hang out with her for like the first time yesterday, I helped her pack, I was there for like 5 hours, of course stupid Caveh comes and srews it up. Anyways, we we're supposed to homecoming together but she couldn't, so I took out to dinner at Andiamo's anyways, it made me happy, she's so pretty. Anyways, aside from the mushy stuff. She is so cool. Oh and may I recommend smashcourt tennis 2 for PS2. It's so sweet, I suck at it but I was Andy Roddick and that was awesome. Bailey is so lucky, I wish I had relatives that died in Florida, all the relatives that die in my family are in Macomb county. Uh, I love Bailey so much(sobbing and whining). Damn it, my teachers give me like 4 hours of hw on days that I have like 30 minuets of free time, today I have no hw and I have all day to do it. WTF! Tomorrow going to be awesome because the marching band is going to see the DSO. We're going to see Beethoven's 9th. Hell yeah. I'd like to give a shout out to Adam Witting. Tomorrow is his b day. I would also like to thank the entire clarinet section of marching band for being such a great section this year, especially to Kim for being the best section leader, Laura for being so cool, and Adam for kinda learning to not play out of turn. I'd like to thank the junior class for finally getting that 1 back from our freshman yearand showing true leadership, especially to Janelle for being so nice, understanding, and a good section leader, Nadia for being for being the biggest ray of sunshine we and especially I had other than the drum majors, to Laura again for being such a good nice friend and leader, and to Chelsea for being a really great field commander, taking charge and doing what needs to be done. Finally, I'd like to just thank the entire marching band for really pulling it all together, and doing the job they needed to do. We have all earned this 1, this strait 1 1. It is truley a sign of our determination and nonterminus perservierence. Let's keep it up and get a 1 next year in the AA class and really show that money doesn't make a band, passion makes a band! P.S. tennis rocks! Current Mood: depressed Current Music: carmina burana (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 28th, 2004
8:51 pm	now I have a journal Thanks to Mr.David S.A. Morey, I now have a live journal. Tennis rocks Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Nothing (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 13th, 2004
11:50 am	Michigan my Michigan yeah right Weather in Michigan sucks! We've had all four seasons this summer. The VMA's were cool though. Props go out to my boys in Linkin Park winning the Viewer's Choice Award. The Taro cards reveal...watching tv and sleeping, darn not again. The US Open starts tomorrow, hopefully I'll do something. Go Andy Roddick. Oh yeah and tennis rocks! This goes out to all my quixotic homies! Current Mood: quixotic Current Music: Linkin Park-"numb" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, January 1st, 1988
4:41 am	so mixed up I'm very happy for Linkin Park winnig the viewer's choice award, but I'm really mad. I wrote good journals and non got posted, so I'm posting this one, what ever. Current Mood: quixotic (1 Comment |Comment on this)